Journal entry #650
May 21st, 2012
I wrote this song to deal with a recent event in my life to help me move on. I hope it touches you somehow as we have all dealt with the loss of someone we loved at some point.
I am posting it here so my mom can listen…
“Avoid Me” unplugged by Gary David Currie of “The FREEMAN”.
by Gary David Currie
She don’t look me in the eyes no more
Doesn’t walk beyond this crowded door
She dreads coming home at night
Even though I will not fight
Is she seeing someone new?
Is she still the girl I knew anymore
Well I don’t want to lose her
But it’s just not up to me
She thinks that I’m a loser
Why did she marry me?
Her eyes they avoid me
Her touch so cold
She looks at me with anger
As if I didn’t know
Her eyes avoid me
Would have gone to hell and back for her
Worked my fingers to the bone
But she can’t see beyond her feelings
To run away from our home
Is the way life’s supposed to be?
Is this the way it ends
Is she lost or just afraid
Is she still the girl I knew anymore.