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Who Hijacked Reality / #697 It has been a long year with many lessons and many things confirmed

Tuesday, November 6th, 2012

Journal Entry #697

November 6th, 2012

 

Well it has been almost a year since my life was drastically changed. November 21st will be the exact date and the roller coaster has been quit a ride.

I have had to make a huge change, face my fears and basically start my life over. So what have I learned in all of this.

The first thing is that the process of grieving is a must to get through anything, we must follow it, and accept it for things to get better, to heal and to move on in our lives. I have also learned that very few will do this; they think they do but they do not. I am talking about the 5 steps of grief, bargaining, denial, anger, depression and appetence.

On a personal level I embraced it and actually put it into motion to deal with the situation of my wife not wanting to be married to me anymore. I knew it was going to be painful and I offered her a choice and she chose to leave. This set in motion everything I had to deal with.. I knew the basic price I was going to pay and the most likely outcomes.. At this stage I am open about what happened but the details will be kept private…

Because I value and champion the truth to deny this would be against all I follow and promote so I accepted the process and believe me it was and still is incredibly painful not just for me but for others as well.

So I am out the other side, 6 hard months of getting through the painful part and getting to acceptance.

Now what I have learned is that almost everyone I have met or had been close to will not get past the stage of denial and bounce back and forth between the other stages of anger and depression. So many live their lives in these stages and then try and escape dealing with things through the many various escapes we have as humans.

Because I am not one to be fooled to play games with and I see past all these excuses to not deal with things I am a threat to many so I have lost many along the way. I have lost friends, acquaintances and most of all loved ones as they avoid me and blame me. Now play this out when all those involved are at the same level of avoidance and you can see how many of the problems as humans we create continue to not get dealt with.

In short so many are walking around in denial on so many things..

Secondly and related very few if any will face the truth, will face thier fears which is usually the cause of all the problems the root of the denial… This is huge and I see it everywhere..

When this happens people build their walls and don’t let others in but of course they cannot get out as well..

I have seen people willing to do terrible things to those they say they loved, to deny what will set them free and to continually blame and focus on the harmful things in life when the solution is easy to see if one is willing. I have written about these and if you want to and are seeking the truth you can scan through my many articles to find them or message me as I will talk with you.

Now again on a personal note it will be a hard task for me to find someone to be with as it will take someone very strong and secure in who they are to be with me. I have much to offer but most are not willing to accept it and to face life and reality on realities terms.

I have learned that people like me and we are few and far between are the last thing people want to deal with as many say they want the truth, honesty and openness until they actually have it..

I have seen so many give into their fears instead of facing them and the price they pay daily is enormous, I have seen this transpire into so many of the issues we have around the world. I have seen wilful ignorance rule the day.

I will continue to follow my path promote what I do and live my life to the fullest. I will offer what I see as probably being true and hope that others are willing to seek the truth as well.. I will accept the loss of those I have loved as best I can knowing I did nothing of significance to lose them and they have just ran away. I see this in so many running from the fears.. so much running, avoidance and escaping which of course is an illusion.

I truly see how we can get out of these daily messes we create but no one wants to listen and that is the key here no one wants to listen because if they do they will have to face what they want to avoid. Thing is you will face it either way on its terms or yours…

Fear is the mind killer….

If only people would just stop running and face things this would change everything.

“Denial of the truth and the actions that follow is humanities biggest problem.”

Gary David Currie

Seek the truth always

Gary David Currie

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Who Hijacked Reality / #694 Mixing photography and my thoughts in life on my journey..My latest..Part 3

Monday, October 15th, 2012

Journal Entry #694

October 15th, 2012

This is part 3. See the previous articles if you are confused.

http://thefreeman.net/journal/?p=6830   Part 2

 http://thefreeman.net/journal/?p=6815  Part 1

Enjoy and spread the word,  please share.

Click on any of these for full size….

Seek the truth always

Gary David Currie

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Who HIjacked Reality / #683 Wasted days add up to a wasted life…

Wednesday, August 15th, 2012

Journal Entry #683

August 15th, 2012

Each morning I wake up I embrace life, I embrace the process. I have a tentative plan for my day but really I have no idea what it will bring. I just get up and look forward best I can to what I will experience this day. We are all busy doing something even when we think we are doing nothing so I am trying to fill the moments I have with what life has to offer me. I call it the process and I go with it; I accept it and I embrace it.

So much to see and do and my days are easily filled. In fact very quickly things become so full I forget to sleep and eat at times until my body reminds me. I am meeting new people, making new friends and just seeing the area I live in. I am offering my thoughts to others and getting out there and sharing life. I document as many amazing moments as I can and then try and share them.

The life I had has disappeared replaced by a new life. I feel young and vibrant. I look better than I have in years. At this point many are at the stage of ignoring me, ignoring what I offer. I understand this as it is all part of the process. To be honest what I say scares people. I see it all the time. Never the less I just carry on and those that will be part of my journey will be there and those that are not will not. I have lost many along the way and at times this has weighed heavily on my heart but I can do nothing about this and just carry on. They will come around, I have no doubt about this as it feels like the calm before the storm but this will be a good storm.

My days are not wasted and truly I see that all my life has not been wasted as it has lead to this moment. I will offer more of my photos and insight. My words will ring true and those that see value in them will connect those that do not well that is just part of the process.

I am excited about each new day and I hope you are as well.


Thes photos are all original. I get out and find those moments to capture and then sometimes I come up with something to say which I offer in these great pics.

Please share the love and enjoy…

 

Seek the truth always

Gary David Currie

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Who Hijacked Reality / #681 The process of the universe…

Wednesday, August 8th, 2012

Journal Entry #681

August 8th, 2012

More so than not I am saying the same basic message at its core. I am trying as many ways as I can to get this across for discussion for verification and to just put it out there. I have come to the conclusion that this is the foundation and all else will flow from this in life, in our understanding and in the universe itself.

There is a process to life, a flow or the truth that to the best of our knowledge cannot be denied but understood and followed. We may not like it or understand most of it but that will not change it but only be part of it.

Recognition of this process as I call it;

The process of life, the flow cannot be denied.

Embrace it as it will take you places you have only dreamt of, only imagined and thought you would never experience.

Gary David Currie

 

Simplicity is the key to understanding… Understanding is the path to enjoying the process; the process is what we all must follow…

Gary David Currie

Now what that process involves is the journey of discovery but there are some very blatant things that we simply cannot deny and live to talk about. These are the obvious rules in the universe that our ancient ancestors acknowledged but probably did not understand.

All I do is point out the ones I discover and acknowledge and that others have as well while the vast majority of humanity denies them. It doesn’t really matter if they do or not again it will be part of the process.

Now I am not going to get into what the process entails at this time as it is vital to agree that the process exists before trying to understand it… Most will deny this as well. This simply is insanity, delusional and at best silly to engage in but humanity excels at these traits.

As I have said you are either all in or all out.. One foot in the water must lead to a choice of going in or getting out.

Denial of reality or the process causes the vast majority of our misery, our pain and our suffering. When we acknowledge the process we stand a better chance at happiness, less suffering and less pain. Why we continue to bring this upon ourselves is incredibly stupid.

So you will understand what I am referring to I will offer some examples and this will lead to the discussion on free will at some point.

We are bound by the rules of the universe. It is these rules that allow us to exist.

I will make it relatable;

We must eat, we must drink and we must sleep. We will grow old if we are lucky enough to be born and we will die at some point along the way. We are bound by these basic rules.

Nature will do as it will and pretending it will not do as it will, will not change it at all.

Now apply this to the rest of the universe….

The process will happen so I suggest you recognize it and your self induced fears will lessen, you self induced anger will lessen and you will recognize what life has to offer.

The universe will always seek balance

Once this is accepted the discussion is about figuring out these rules and how we fit into the process.

Seek the truth always

Gary David Currie

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Who Hijacked Reality / #673 Learning from the Orca.

Wednesday, June 20th, 2012

Journal Entry #673

June 20th, 2012

Basically I write about one thing and that is truth and that basically is everything. When we believe lies to be true in any form the outcome will not be positive. The process of life demands this and no matter what you do you nor I can avoid this. To deny this is simply insane. Lies will always catch up with you so you might as well just value the truth straight up. If you have read anything I have written it will have this theme behind it.

This is the most important thing we can talk about as it is the foundation for all we do, all we think about and all that is and so many deny this.

I hear stupid things like;

Kellie Nelson…. you simply cannot handle my reality so you hide in your own relative one and whine when you cannot comprehend others realities.

This is simply ridiculous and if you believe this then you are delusional as well as put by a friend of mine;

Martin Tillier ……Reality is not subjective, it’s what happens whether we are around to observe it or not, no-one has ”their own reality” , that is a sign of misapprehension of what the term ‘reality’ means, and usually also a sign of delusion and egocentric views.

 

All great truths begin as blasphemies…… George Bernard Shaw

When we engage in this escapism the results are often disastrous as we will find a million different ways to deny the truth on anything and one of the results of this is abandonment. This is the one that bothers me the most. And before you go getting you must have been hurt in your life talk, of course I have and I am sure almost all of us have at some point or another as well. Doesn’t mean this is why I talk about it as it is just a huge problem I see within the human race that creates a cycle of physical and emotional abuse. All based on believing in lies, escaping the truth which of course one cannot do but we like to think we can.

What can we learn from the Orca as an example as a higher functioning mammal. Well just this one basic thing would be enough to change the course of humanity.

An Orca does not abandon their family because;

They are not happy.

They are not in love anymore.

They are having a midlife crisis.

They want to be young again or any other stupid reason.

They are devoted for life.

I think they have more to teach us then we do them.

And we think we know what LOVE is….

 

This is very simple if you make a commitment in life honour it as the consequences will ripple through the ages until someone breaks the cycle. If people were to just do this one thing which is to keep their word, stay the course as it always gets rough as this is how life works so many difficulties would be avoided that we create for ourselves.

The truth is that people who do this are just running away, not thinking through their actions in the first place and being beyond self centered.

This is just one example of believing in and acting on lies that humanity seems to excel at from religions to how life actually works. I have spent many articles writing about this but very few will even be willing to listen and those that do agree probably already have these concepts I champion firmly in place.

We are not alone on this planet and all we do eventually ripples back to us so let’s just do the right thing in the first place.

It is always a decision we make each moment to acknowledge the truth or to accept a lie. Those that knowingly lie make it even harder on themselves and those around them. We are masters of escapism and some of it is healthy but most of it is not.

So the question becomes what are we escaping and why is it more important than facing it.

The answer is simple; our fears and believe me there is no escape from them so I suggest you just face them in the first place..

I once was told I had a “disturbed outlook on life” by someone who was very close to me. I never really understood that valuing the truth could be disturbed but I guess to others who value lies it will be.

I did not make the rules of the universe or life I just try and understand them the best I can and valuing the truth helps this process more than anything.

So let’s learn from the Orca and anything else in nature as there is little deception in nature accept in humanity.

Seek the truth always

Gary David Currie

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